InSidE oUt

I just cant seem to accept the fact that its finally over… just one more exam and i dont have much left to do with colg except my project reviews, farewell(if possible) and of course the graduation.

I know this is like my “nth” post on this topic… this will be the last… hopefully

My mind refuses to believe that there is not gonna be anymore “regular colg” days or even hostel days for that matter. I just dont seem to want to come to terms with it…. I need a jerk, a push, a wake up signal…. and its taking too long… a bit too long.

I am living in the oblivion of ignorance.

Gonna miss hostel sooooooo much. The nightout movie sessions, the regular washin clothes routine(u know what i mean by regular ), the weekend skin n hair pampering, endless chats bout practically nothin useful….ok at times useful … at times, last minute nail biting finish kinda studies, midnight junk food indulgence, the tripping business(flav,chinnu and maria being my favs… its coz they react so well ), the hesitant confiding and sharing at the lowest points, getting rid of all the frustration( whatever or whoever be the cause) by pouring it out to someone close.. not worryin bout how they will react…. there is so much…. and its gonna come to an end……

I still cant….. someone wake me up and knock some sense into my head pls…..

ps: the above is a result of me starting to pack today